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No. described as quiet from a young age

I was very outgoing and happy before I realized and experienced the effects of Western degeneracy

I was fine till my family was uprooted and then my dads alcoholism got really bad. From then is when my 'tism kicked into maximum overdrive. I have overcome it now though (for the most part) and my father has overcome his alcoholism aswell. God is good.

>>10236
Wholesome, my dad's alcoholism got pretty bad after his surgeries, here's hoping he similarly sees a recovery.

God no. I was incredibly meek. Still am to a large degree albeit I can handle myself in most run of the mill situations like shopping or ordering through a drive thru

Yeah, I was, but my narc parents kept me isolated and constantly told me I was a shitty person so I didn't think I was.

>>10233
Have you considered not being a degenerate?

I was really servile and silent, polite to a fault as my mom was very strict and had a temper plus ostracized in school for being always silent. I was never allowed to make friends cuz she was overprotective but as I have gotten older I learned it was because she was sexually abused as a child. I have no regrets, she made me a man of strong character and I am honest to a fault even if that makes me more dog than man

>>10349
You live and learn, fren. Nothing to be ashamed of.

>>10145
What's this phenotype i wonder

>Were you outgoing as a child? in hindsight, I was a really friendly kid, who liked to start conversation with strangers, both kids and adults

I was super into having conversations as a kid, especially with girls

I got detention so many times (by Jewish teachers, seriously lmao) for talking to girls during class that my extroversion got beaten out of me pretty much

not at all
know as "quiet" as a kid
and still "he doesnt talk much" as an adult

I was definitely outgoing as a young child, friends with boys and girls, sociable. But abuse by my parents caught up to me once I reached my teenage years. I never cared about the physical punishments, but the demeaning and belittling language from my father was terrible for my self-esteem. All my friends going to a different high school and not being able to make new social connections beyond acquaintances really did me in too. I actually got A's in drama class when the class was mandatory but never pursued it afterwards because I didn't want my father to think I was a faggot. I think I actually could have made some friends if I stuck with it, or at the very least it could have stopped me from being an anti-social recluse with the exception of going to work my entire adult life. I'm 28 now.

>>21560
FAS

I was the happiest boy ever.

I didn't have a childhood. I was sat in front of a tv and told to shut up. Who would've that could have ended up with crippling social skills and zero self-worth lol

>>21590
were you kawaii?