I have a hard time believing talking about your problems with a professional K*KE will solve them anyway. I think you can self diagnose and order ADHD or autism meds over the internet heh
I already got drugs. Things were far worse before. Family therapy is actually pretty effective, but then I would be branded as an incompetent retard for life. How can you have confidence in a person if you know they rely on drugs just to function? They may not say it openly, they may not even consciously think it, but that's what their monkey brain will believe.
Yeah, seems like you 'get it', it's kind of like showing vulnerability to a woman prematurely. We can't help but make such judgments of others even if it's subconscious.