>>104041Look if you're not going to let me compartmentalize things so I can not be miserable about something for once, I've got nothing else going on. I'm not bringing her saying she's based or even a healthy example of the kind of woman that should be pursued. I made it very clear in the op that I have self-destructive tendencies with women and this broad happens to match my hope that one day I can find that special psych ward someone who will stab me to death and send me off of this horrible, horrible rock.