No.113880
>>113862I just need to get to a 160kg deadlift, then I will get a gf
>>113874You have no idea the shits I've had on DXM. Literal liquid shooting out of my ass like water from a hose. Its so disgusting heh
If I ever do the syrup, I often hurl it up an hour or so later (I feel like the drug has been absorbed mostly by then) and I basically say in my head "Satan be gone from me" or something like that, or I scapegoat whatever the current thing is thats been vexing me
No.113894
The christfag college associates who surround me at every turn have been practicing the "Kike them with kikeness" technique- interrupting my train of thought with superficial or inaccurate bullshit. For instance a hour ago , "Have a good day," repeated 3 times until he was sure I had heard him, from a flabby dunce in a light blue polo shirt walking by on the sidewalk as I was raking leaves in my yard . Yesterday, the cunt wife of Baal Blindbeak stopped her car in the middle of traffic to ask me if "The chickens are okay", I said, I don't think there's any chickens here , she says she had seen a hawk. (there used to be chickens here but not for at least a year) . These christfags don't understand how Jewish their religion is. Anyways, since their college is basically run by Jews , I was thinking of fake graffiti-ing some choice words like "Portal to Israel" next to a toilet or a drain, or "Goy Slop Dispensary" next to their cafeteria. The college christfags who live next door to me were practicing their shitty cover band, with covers of Coldplay, the killers, queen, and other commercialistic garbage music. It's interesting to think about the power words like "Jew" and "Goy" can have.
When I am "Being tempted" to "binge eat", I think of how Jews will certainly profit if I consume junk food, since they own the companies that make junk food. This hasn't stopped me from binge eating yet 😉
No.113896
>>113894Group of 4 "Girls " walked by singing a rap lyric about "Pussy" . One of them "Facetiming" an associate asked the associate if the associate was on the toilet. They said they were going to "Town house", a building where they can be raped by male white athletes. I suspect that I'd be able to frisk them if I pretend to be a cop.
One of their Israel-themed security wagons just blasted it's headlights at me but it's still twilight so it didn't burn my retinas like it would later on. Just killed a swole mosquito on my ankle. If only the Jew puppet security guards were as easily defeated.
No.113902

Retarded white children are shreiking and being watched by their presumable mother , who I have been avoiding looking at, but I think she's probably not very attractive . I am standing smoking weed and tobacco mixture in a public park with my back to them because I don't want someone to accuse me of being a pedophile/kidnapper/groomer or being attracted to "Someone's wife". I wouldn't want to get married unless I was either so rich that I can buy my own park to protect wife and kids from pedophiles/smokers etc , or the wife is that rich. I am listening to "Satanic doom metal" on phone speaker but I wish it was loud enough to discomfort the shrieking children. On the bench in front of me is my small beige back pack and some goy slop, international delight iced sugar and water and a little bit of coffee .
I don't believe dogmatically that it's bad to reproduce but I think about 90% of human reproductive events are a bad idea. I am not saying "90% of humans should be removed from the gene poop", I am saying, 90% of the time someone has a baby, they shouldn't have had that baby AT THAT TIME. Whether they would ever get financially and mentally stable enough that it's a good idea, is unclear, but , a lot of these people currently spawning are not putting in enough advance preparation.
I would rather come up with a meme or ideology or technology or scam that can affect millions of people rather than spawning. If I was super rich I would be open to spawning but still not eager.
No.113905
>>113902Turns out some of the kids look Mexican. One of those was hitting the adult female, who looks Ukrainian to me. I am now imagining that she is a nanny hired by or potentially sleeping with the father of some of the children, and the other children are having a play date or whatever, and this Ukrainian bitch is just lazily walking from the tree where one of the kids has taken refuge, to the bench where she has presumably detained the mexican child by threatening it with an empty Smuckers Uncrustable slot in the next slop dispensation. Or perhaps since Ukraine is a hub of sex trafficking, she threatened to have one of her colleagues rape it. In any case the Mexican is no longer hitting her, and yes, I know it might not really technically be a Mexican and a Ukrainian .
Trying to control 4+ spawns at once looks difficult. It was pretty funny when one of them was hiding in the tree and the Mexican was at the foot of the tree hitting the Ukrainian. Kids hitting adults is funny to watch. I think they are leaving soon, they are at a picnic table now. I'm only 2/3 of the way through my spliff and have only sipped my ice goyfee.
The woman seemed like she would be sexable. The way she walked looked so unsexed. Not like she was horny or feeling sexy. Like she hadnt had sex in a long time. I wonder if she'll kill the kids like that bitch who's on trial.