>>108352For you. For me it's been pretty unpleasant lately but I wouldn't say depressing. I project that you are at least one of low physical activity, low face to face interaction with others, or unemployed. I am low in all of the above. Anyways my point here is that existing doesn't have to be primarily depressing, it could be anxious, fearful, exciting, euphoric, dramatic, excruciating, beautiful, thrilling, sad. But I don't know for sure what your life is like. Maybe you have a unusual set of circumstances that make your life unusually depressing in a way that wouldn't be changed by you doing progressively challenging things . It's common to have a belief about why everything sucks but most people with such a belief cannot claim to have persistently (8 years) tried to make things not suck. I'm more self pitying than you, I bet, but I dont claim that existence is depressing, I think MY existence has been quite unpleasant most of the time lately, but its more a result of my choices than any other person's choices and it's not going to stay the same forever, it will probably get worse if I don't struggle
