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Did you guys just fuck around with me when I did the remote viewing demonstrations and you told me I was accurate and did indeed see my targets?

I haven't been practising remote viewing as instead I am obsessed with strengthening my body right now and doing a little research into telekinesis and lately I've been reading up on DMT (just finished reading DMT The Spirit Molecule a few days ago)... and because of the large passage of time in which I haven't seen anything paranormal happen (other than a lot of instances of telepathy with people I have a high degree of rapport with) I'm starting to doubt myself.

Were your reactions to my remote viewing genuine? Did I really see my targets?

I want to at some point, not any time soon as again my physical cultivation is everything (I want to run 100 miles and am training for that now every day since last October so almost a year now), start remote viewing again but modified to just trying to see pages in books or to seeing things where the other side gives proof I saw the target correctly. I'm also just doing things that I believe will optimize my abilities and techniques so everything can be done in a shorter period of time instead of hours and so that I have the energy system in place to support the heavy demands of intense psychic work without depleting myself. I notice both intense exercise and intense meditation tend to cause me nausea as they seem to deplete my stomach / solar plexus in some way.

I wish that back in the day I was more careful/rigorous about experimental design and feedback because if I did things right I could have not just impressed others but made sure that I myself knew I succeeded. I just took it for granted that if a person responded that I had succeeded, than I did indeed succeed, never thought at all about the possibility someone could deceive me with false feedback. I PROBABLY wasn't deceived with false feedback but I can't know for certain now and that bothers me.