No.111748
Fuck. I hate life
No.111749
I hate armchair psychologist women. They treat you like a patient and suck your dick and get obsessed with you and then one day BAM they go no contact.
>ermm uh technically uhh... that's called BPD
That's not BPD (fake mental illness). That's just called being a woman.
No.111750
I genuinely don't see any point to the female race. If someone could enlighten me, I'd appreciate it. If there were only men and sex-bots, what would be the problem?
No.111751
Every thought I have in my head these days is just cringe memories from the past. I must be going insane because all I can think about is cringe memories. Holy shit I want to die. I want these memories to leave me alone.
No.111752
The worst thing on this planet is people. People are naturally evil.
No.111753
>>111748You shouldn't. It keeps you stuck where you are. There is a way out that isn't suicide, and love is where it's at.
No.111756
>>111750Some argue that women and children cause men to work compete create
No.111783
Life isn't like a TV show. In a TV show, emotions and people have value. Like, this person's emotions leads to some kind of outcome. In real life, however, emotions don't mean shit. Feel like shit? Tough shit, you gotta go to work. Feel "depressed"? No one is coming to cheer you up.
Real life is unbearably suffocatingly bleak.
No.111785
Does it mean I have autism if I always want to
-correct your wording as you generalize your experience to describe "life"
-give some vague description of how my life is unpleasant in a different way from how you're claiming ?
No.111791
>>111789What do you think of various types/levels of porn, edging, wet dreams, cooming with woman non reproductively, cooming with woman reproductively , homosexual cooming? Feel free to link to the sources that shaped your attitude if you don't want to write an essay
No.111796
>>111791>What do you think of various types/levels of pornPorn is typically soul-destroying and dangerous. Softcore can be okay if it's essentially no more than one would see in public. I recall Olympic athletes used to train and compete nude and their society didn't sexualize this nudity, whereas Muslims can get horny at ankles being exposed. In short I suppose lust is what creates pornography and drains the soul. One could theoretically watch porn without lust and it wouldn't be dangerous, but why watch porn then?
>edgingUnhealthy
>wet dreamsIt happens if one fills their mind with lust
>cooming with woman non reproductively, cooming with woman reproductively , homosexual cooming?To coom is to sacrifice one's life essence. Is X worth that sacrifice? That's the question one must ask themselves. Many males often make that sacrifice for a mere minute/hour/nights pleasure
Also, don't take my word for any of this. Try going a month without spilling a drop of semen. Ideally never entertain a lustful thought either- avoid lust entirely
Retention + lust turns a man into a demon
Retention + a pure heart creates heroes and sages
No.111811
>>111796I'm all about balance and moderation . There's people cooming 10x a week, I have before. I think I've gone a month without cooming before , definitely made it a few weeks more than a few times, I acknowledge that every day is way too often but I think you're being a bit extremist/dogmatic. Also, we are all so mindfucked by the social environment that maybe all of our cooms are spiritually messed up by it. Maybe if you were walking in the desert and find an oasis with a trio of schizophrenic oracle bitches and fuck them it would boost your mana, but having sex with English speakers involves all the bullshit baggage of the English speaking world (single mom suck my dick for a happy meal bitch , he nutted in me and turned around to play fort night, sex work is real work, patriarchy handmaid's tale, hawk tuah) . It's disgusting that it's possible to think of these things while masturbating and having sex, I wish I could turn off my brain's English and my knowledge of the world culture as it exists today
No.111813
>>111811>I think you're being a bit extremist/dogmaticI don't believe this is the case as my post boiled down to the single line of
<To coom is to sacrifice one's life essence. Is X worth that sacrifice?
>Also, we are all so mindfucked by the social environment that maybe all of our cooms are spiritually messed up by itPossible, but I doubt it. AFAIK everyone responds the same physiologically to ejaculation. My own experiences merely mirror the studies I've uncovered, as rare and limited in scope as they are
>Maybe if you were walking in the desert and find an oasis with a trio of schizophrenic oracle bitches and fuck them it would boost your manaUsually after a quality orgasm, from sex especially, one feels great for the day (or night) but the next day comes with a crash and it takes weeks or maybe even months to recover from this
Yes, I know some people will say that they feel fine after masturbating each and every day, but what if what percieve as fine is actually really bad? Like a leper forgetting how his skin felt, or a blind man that never knew sight. It would explain why so many coomers that feel fine after cooming are depressed and live pitiful lives
>I wish I could turn off my brain's English and my knowledge of the world culture as it exists todayTo prefer ignorance over knowledge makes you the spiritual equivalent of a mythological ostrich that buries its head in the sand
No.111828
>>111813>Life essence Interesting. I admit I'm not comfortable with most physical outcomes for coom, gross to think of sperms dying in a trash can or sewer next to your neighbors diarrhea or in a girls stomach acid. Not sold on this vague life essence thing
>Everyone responds the same physiologically to ejaculationI wonder if in your paradigm men like genghis khan or Epstein or Charlie Manson are also demons , lots of sex and lots of energetic antisocial behavior impelled to kill and conquer and scheme and blackmail by the coom crash
>Turn off English I would do it temporarily for things like sex or vine killing. kinda random but when I'm killing the vines I get in a bit more of a flow state sometimes where I'm not full of ENGLISH torture ruminations alternating with 5% funny or catchy or intriguing phrases, ideas, images, sketches , a subset of which I manage to write down, but , apart from my own mental problems, English is very useful and versatile and powerful and I'm not interested in learning other languages blahla bla
No.111838
>>111828>Not sold on this vague life essence thing Don't take my word for it. Just don't coom for a month and see it for yourself
>I wonder if in your paradigm men like genghis khan or Epstein or Charlie Manson are also demonsThose are 3 very different people. When I said
<Retention + lust turns a man into a demonIt's because not cooming and also being lustful fills one with extreme desire and rage. Violent and dangerous urges. It's basically demonic
>but when I'm killing the vines I get in a bit more of a flow state sometimesWhat vine are you killing? I hope it's something actually bad and not a random, harmless, innocent being you're killing because reddit/scientists/the TV told you to. Most invasive plants were deliberately planted and spread by humans because of how useful they are
<my area has kudzu<was planted here by farmers as a cover crop<fast growing, edible raw to humans<powerful nitrogen fixer that dramatically improves the soil quality wherever it grows<people lie about it eating forests<I've personally watched wild grapes kill it off<it can't take over healthy forests or compete with healthy "native" plants<it only takes over heavily human degraded environments like the sides of roads, empty lots, or crop monocultures<redditors hate it because compromised scientists tell them to No.111839
Don't just kill shit because the TV told you to, man. That makes you an NPC unpaid assassin
No.111843
>>111838I have gone a month before I'm almost sure. I was probably doing a bunch of other unhealthy stuff or not eating well or working at a nightmare facility or drinking fluoride which in my case interfered with the amazing effects which have propelled you to the celestial status of top 3 verbal intelligence user of this site and idk what else
Demon thing: Epstein is least sympathetic obviously , idk much about any of them, but none of them would be considered humane or ethical in most value systems i thought Charlie Manson was cool till I heard a interview with a chick who idk if she alleged he raped her but definitely she didn't enjoy, and it made him seem less cool, but, he wasn't treated fairly in court, I often sympathize with anyone who isn't given proper due process by cops judges etc
Haha we've started to have this vine argument before . I know what I'm doing as far as the vine being bad in this location. I could kill every single one that's here and in 5 years new ones grown from seeds currently ungerminated in the ground here would be halfway up the tallest trees. If manager properly it's a cool plant , but like kudzu etc it's a damage to most places
No.111849
>>111843>I have gone a month before I'm almost sure. I was probably doing a bunch of other unhealthy stuff or not eating well or working at a nightmare facility or drinking fluoride which in my case interfered with the amazing effectsPossible. Without a healthy lifestyle it probably takes much longer to feel the effects
>Haha we've started to have this vine argument before. I know what I'm doing as far as the vine being bad in this locationI remember a vine discussion long ago with someone here, I suspected it was you again but wasn't certain. As I recall you posted a picture of a vine choking a sapling out, which at the time I found horrifying
However since then I've personally found "native" Carolina Jessamine vines doing the exact same thing to saplings here. I had to unwind dozens of sassafras saplings that had the vines embedded a centimeter into their bark in that exact same spiral pattern. It's just something that vines do, and not a unique evil feature of an evil species
<redirected the majority of the vines to my fence or to bamboo, which is immune to them>>108900 No.112183
>>111620Yes, it does. Will you stand and fight, or lie down and die like a dog?
No.112198
>>111785no. Go ahead. But I know life is shit. It's not just MY experience.
No.112199
>>111789I'm the guy that quit porn, lol.
>>111804True, but doing porn because you have no healthy relationships is like doing drugs because you got fired at work.
>>111875Here's a thought experiment: If I wanted to go on a barely used image board and talk about how much I hate life without advancing some kind of blackpill conspiracy, how could I do it that would satisfy you?
>>112183I'm gonna fight in my own life and in the ways that I can control.
No.112246
>>112243All of his orifices get stuffed by black willies constantly.
No.112360
>>112357what if you shut the fuck up, touch grass and stop being a pathetic manchild
No.112362
>>112243this is the kind of cringe shit trust funny losers and fat ugly libtards find funny, they both revel in the disgusting because it makes them feel as though theyd then be accepted
No.112364
>>112360>>112362avid ur like 37 (middle-aged) and make posts like
>>112291 No.112365
>>112364>yes goy be miserable like me>everything has to be serious go fuck yourself
No.112372
>>112357I love this genre of AI slop
No.112382
>>112372This isn't failbook, grandma. There are no algorithm language police bots to shadowban you here. Stop embarrassing yourself with zoomiebonics and use big boy swears.
No.112404
>>112399Fuck y
*self. Because y are too filthy to name.
No.112405
>>112404...no, it's more amusing to keep it.
No.112459
>life sucksjoin
https://autismchan.net/ with other fellow autists
No.112465
>>112457you would say that you pedo freak
No.112478
i fucking hate 8chan they really ruined alternative imageboards fucking retarded ugly af why not upload99999999999999 fucking images and just fuck everything up to make it unreadable! I AM GONNA TAKE A SHIT! FUCK YOU!
>>111620stop smoking the suffering from cancer is worse then the death itself
No.112558
杉山卓誠は共栄学園の性犯罪教師です。高橋海鈴は性被害者です。
No.112564
>>112560My sentiments exactly
