No.111621
Smoking is gross lol
No.111622
>>111621grossly underrated
No.111623
most gay people smoke
No.111624
what a grim setup
No.111625
Stop smoking. Nicotine is a powerful soul-destroying demon, and that's just pure nicotine. I can only imagine how horrendous actual cigarettes are with all of the extra poison they deliberately place into them. Every smoker I know turns into an angry, hateful demon unless they're actively using
No.111631
>>111625I appreciate the concern, but I only hit 1/day or less and I absolutely need to feel something or Ill go insane.
No.111635
>>111634You can still worship Jesus without being a cattle goyim you know.
No.111636
>>111634>smokes cannabinoid goynip and zogbacco like a chimney>eats bad stuff>probably doesn't drink enough water if he drinks it at all>sedentary (watches Slice of Slop anime instead of based motivating and life-affirming sports shonen masterpieces like Hajime no Ippo)I think I figured out why you hate yourself and everything else anon, if you treat your body like you love it your brain will follow suit.
No.111638
I fucking hate life. Fuck Im really feeling it today. Being out in public sucks balls. Friends are selfish assholes and strangers are demons from hell.
No.111643
Really feeling the weight of my dreams slipping away. I wanted so bad to be a vidga streamer and even more badly a racing sim streamer. Ill never have the time or resources to do it. Im responsible for the "next generation" that will also live shitty lives depsite my best efforts.
No.111644
My life is fucking over. Nothing to look forward to
No.111645
>>111636>"dont watch THAT anime watch THIS anime"all anime is slop
No.111648
>>111646Not even the most anti-semetic christian theologians (and theres been alot of them) have interpreted that passage about that non-jewish woman in the same way that you have.
That should tell you how biased and uninformed ypu are about that passage.
No.111653
>>111648>Not even the most anti-semetic christian theologians (and theres been alot of them)Can you name some of them? As far as I'm aware there's not a single church on the entire planet that condones antisemitism
>That should tell you how biased and uninformed ypu are about that passageWell here's the passage for all to see. In it Jesus clearly calls jews the children of God, while goyim are dogs.
Don't take that the wrong way though, most people love their dogs.https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Mark%207%3A24-30&version=NIV No.111654
>>111646Marcille is the perfect Elftalian gf
No.111657
>>111653Martin Luther (Conservative Lutheranism) wrote a book about how (((they))) are stinking liars at their core and he comes to the conclusion that they cannot be saved.
>but that was just a theological disagreementNo, he really comes to despise them as people. I've personally known good goy christian americans that think he went way too far in his book.
There's also a theological theory about how God specifically chose an especially rotten people to become "his" because this would show that anyone can be saved.
Exodus 12:48-49 (ESV)
>"If a stranger shall sojourn with you and would keep the Passover to the Lord, let all his males be circumcised. Then he may come near and keep it; he shall be as a native of the land. But no uncircumcised person shall eat of it. There shall be one law for the native and for the stranger who sojourns among you."This passage explains that anyone can become "hebrew".
Matthew 3:9 (ESV):
>"And do not presume to say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our father,’ for I tell you, God is able from these stones to raise up children for Abraham."Here John the Baptizer is telling the jews of 30AD that their lineage was not the POINT of the covenant with ancient Israel. (The point actually being faith and obedience)
Then you have the passage that the anti-christian right loves to quote. In that story, Jesus is disappointed that the greek woman never made an effort to join the covenant with ancient Israel. The hilarious thing about this is that even though she's apparently never made any spiritual effort in her life to get close to God before now, Jesus STILL heals her daughter because of her faith in Jesus in that moment.
No.111660
>>111646Coomer slop is disgusting as usual
No.111673
>>111659tell yourself youve been trolled now little tard
No.111683
>>111668I literally thought that was the purple haired girl in rebuild of Evangelion. I havent finished it, I'm still on ep 3 or something. Not really enjoying the ep tbh.
No.111685
Being married is nothing but responsibility for me. Why the fuck did I subject myself to this?
No.111687
Sex with my wife satisfies me for approximately 20 minutes and then I wish I were never born, again.
No.111688
How in the holy mother of fuck am I supposed to put up with this life for another 60 years are so???? Are you fucking kidding me? If I were in charge I would either make humans go extinct or make their lifespan more like 20 years rather than 80 years.
No.111690
I want to retire. I'm just bored. I'm bored to death. There's no reason to live. I'm giving up but not really because I have to do my stupid family.
No.111691
Not just bored but pained by my stupid wife. Fuck her. Fuck my life.
No.111693
Everyone around me just makes my life worse. What a curse to see other people as a net-negative
No.111694
>>111646Why do I have to see this stupid fucking femoid ass every time I enter MY thread that I MADE. Why do I have to be subjegated by mentally ill basement dwelling coomers? How the fuck is that fair??
No.111695
I have to work for years and years just to sniff retirement and escape from soyciety. If I get sued or fired then I'll have to start from square one. No fucking point to any of this, man. What the fuck are the chances that I never have some huge unexpected bill come up that liquidates my retirement fund? Pretty fucking high if you ask me!
No.111703
>>111695I have no savings, I work about 20 hours a week on average with phases of unemployment between, i'm "planning to" increase how risky my life is when I'm about 60 so I don't have to be old and bored
Already smoke cigarettes so maybe I'll just get lung cancer early but that would be better than having a decade of dementia from 60 to 70
Not living my best life, definitely some bad moments and days and weeks, but not hating it consistently like some wagies seem to
No.111707
>>111703I'm starting to think I operate on a higher level than normal humans and since I can ponder multiple horrible realities of our world at once it leaves me with no will to live.
Basically if you don't hate life you're naive
No.111712
>>111646Damn nothing like seeing a classy and technically-sound depiction of a nice fat ass accompanying a convention-challenging post
No.111716
I'm starting to lose my withdrawals from porn. I've never been this attracted to my wife. I'm starting to exercise and work out my muscles again just to impress her. It's taken a while to feel like a real man again.
Maybe I will hate life less when my porn withdrawals dissipate and I start reading living a more conservative/traditional life.
No.111719
>>111716you'd come across as less shifty to people here if you at least adopted a trip, name or avatarflag
No.111720
>>111715Be grateful, knave. The government is spending literal trillions of dollars on data centers so we can generate images
>>111716Stop cooming. Do not spill the Cup of Hermes
No.111730
"Mendicants, you can expect eleven benefits when the heart's release by love has been cultivated, developed, and practiced, made a vehicle and a basis, kept up, consolidated, and properly implemented.
"What eleven?
"You sleep at ease. You wake happily. You don't have bad dreams. Humans love you. Non-humans love you. Deities protect you. You can't be harmed by fire, poison, or blade. Your mind quickly enters immersion. Your face is clear and bright. You don't feel lost when you die. If you don't penetrate any higher, you'll be reborn in a realm of divinity.
"You can expect eleven benefits when the heart's release by love has been cultivated, developed, and practiced, made a vehicle and a basis, kept up, consolidated, and properly implemented."
No.111739
I'm sitting here, watching Brits throw things at cops hiding behind flimsy shields, and I'm just wondering why nobody's done anything. No cops dragged out and executed, no politicians lynched, just more of the same of proles acting like cattle until they get bored, go home, and get raped and murdered by shitskins tomorrow. It's such a fucking joke.
No.111742
>>111739It's because of bread and circuses. It's always bread and circuses.
No.111745
I wish I were never born.
No.111746
My favorite thing about life is that it's not interesting or fun at all. By the time you're 25 years old you've seen and done everything you can realistically do. And if you win the lottery after that and open up a "whole new world" of experiences? Who gives a fuck? You'll just build up a tolerance to those pleasures as well.
No.111747
Isn't it funny how women are considered this treasure and beautiful valuable thing and then you actually interact with one for too long and it becomes a negative impact on your life?
No.111748
Fuck. I hate life
No.111749
I hate armchair psychologist women. They treat you like a patient and suck your dick and get obsessed with you and then one day BAM they go no contact.
>ermm uh technically uhh... that's called BPD
That's not BPD (fake mental illness). That's just called being a woman.
No.111750
I genuinely don't see any point to the female race. If someone could enlighten me, I'd appreciate it. If there were only men and sex-bots, what would be the problem?
No.111751
Every thought I have in my head these days is just cringe memories from the past. I must be going insane because all I can think about is cringe memories. Holy shit I want to die. I want these memories to leave me alone.
No.111752
The worst thing on this planet is people. People are naturally evil.
No.111753
>>111748You shouldn't. It keeps you stuck where you are. There is a way out that isn't suicide, and love is where it's at.
No.111756
>>111750Some argue that women and children cause men to work compete create
No.111783
Life isn't like a TV show. In a TV show, emotions and people have value. Like, this person's emotions leads to some kind of outcome. In real life, however, emotions don't mean shit. Feel like shit? Tough shit, you gotta go to work. Feel "depressed"? No one is coming to cheer you up.
Real life is unbearably suffocatingly bleak.
No.111785
Does it mean I have autism if I always want to
-correct your wording as you generalize your experience to describe "life"
-give some vague description of how my life is unpleasant in a different way from how you're claiming ?
No.111791
>>111789What do you think of various types/levels of porn, edging, wet dreams, cooming with woman non reproductively, cooming with woman reproductively , homosexual cooming? Feel free to link to the sources that shaped your attitude if you don't want to write an essay
No.111796
>>111791>What do you think of various types/levels of pornPorn is typically soul-destroying and dangerous. Softcore can be okay if it's essentially no more than one would see in public. I recall Olympic athletes used to train and compete nude and their society didn't sexualize this nudity, whereas Muslims can get horny at ankles being exposed. In short I suppose lust is what creates pornography and drains the soul. One could theoretically watch porn without lust and it wouldn't be dangerous, but why watch porn then?
>edgingUnhealthy
>wet dreamsIt happens if one fills their mind with lust
>cooming with woman non reproductively, cooming with woman reproductively , homosexual cooming?To coom is to sacrifice one's life essence. Is X worth that sacrifice? That's the question one must ask themselves. Many males often make that sacrifice for a mere minute/hour/nights pleasure
Also, don't take my word for any of this. Try going a month without spilling a drop of semen. Ideally never entertain a lustful thought either- avoid lust entirely
Retention + lust turns a man into a demon
Retention + a pure heart creates heroes and sages
No.111811
>>111796I'm all about balance and moderation . There's people cooming 10x a week, I have before. I think I've gone a month without cooming before , definitely made it a few weeks more than a few times, I acknowledge that every day is way too often but I think you're being a bit extremist/dogmatic. Also, we are all so mindfucked by the social environment that maybe all of our cooms are spiritually messed up by it. Maybe if you were walking in the desert and find an oasis with a trio of schizophrenic oracle bitches and fuck them it would boost your mana, but having sex with English speakers involves all the bullshit baggage of the English speaking world (single mom suck my dick for a happy meal bitch , he nutted in me and turned around to play fort night, sex work is real work, patriarchy handmaid's tale, hawk tuah) . It's disgusting that it's possible to think of these things while masturbating and having sex, I wish I could turn off my brain's English and my knowledge of the world culture as it exists today
No.111813
>>111811>I think you're being a bit extremist/dogmaticI don't believe this is the case as my post boiled down to the single line of
<To coom is to sacrifice one's life essence. Is X worth that sacrifice?
>Also, we are all so mindfucked by the social environment that maybe all of our cooms are spiritually messed up by itPossible, but I doubt it. AFAIK everyone responds the same physiologically to ejaculation. My own experiences merely mirror the studies I've uncovered, as rare and limited in scope as they are
>Maybe if you were walking in the desert and find an oasis with a trio of schizophrenic oracle bitches and fuck them it would boost your manaUsually after a quality orgasm, from sex especially, one feels great for the day (or night) but the next day comes with a crash and it takes weeks or maybe even months to recover from this
Yes, I know some people will say that they feel fine after masturbating each and every day, but what if what percieve as fine is actually really bad? Like a leper forgetting how his skin felt, or a blind man that never knew sight. It would explain why so many coomers that feel fine after cooming are depressed and live pitiful lives
>I wish I could turn off my brain's English and my knowledge of the world culture as it exists todayTo prefer ignorance over knowledge makes you the spiritual equivalent of a mythological ostrich that buries its head in the sand
No.111828
>>111813>Life essence Interesting. I admit I'm not comfortable with most physical outcomes for coom, gross to think of sperms dying in a trash can or sewer next to your neighbors diarrhea or in a girls stomach acid. Not sold on this vague life essence thing
>Everyone responds the same physiologically to ejaculationI wonder if in your paradigm men like genghis khan or Epstein or Charlie Manson are also demons , lots of sex and lots of energetic antisocial behavior impelled to kill and conquer and scheme and blackmail by the coom crash
>Turn off English I would do it temporarily for things like sex or vine killing. kinda random but when I'm killing the vines I get in a bit more of a flow state sometimes where I'm not full of ENGLISH torture ruminations alternating with 5% funny or catchy or intriguing phrases, ideas, images, sketches , a subset of which I manage to write down, but , apart from my own mental problems, English is very useful and versatile and powerful and I'm not interested in learning other languages blahla bla
No.111838
>>111828>Not sold on this vague life essence thing Don't take my word for it. Just don't coom for a month and see it for yourself
>I wonder if in your paradigm men like genghis khan or Epstein or Charlie Manson are also demonsThose are 3 very different people. When I said
<Retention + lust turns a man into a demonIt's because not cooming and also being lustful fills one with extreme desire and rage. Violent and dangerous urges. It's basically demonic
>but when I'm killing the vines I get in a bit more of a flow state sometimesWhat vine are you killing? I hope it's something actually bad and not a random, harmless, innocent being you're killing because reddit/scientists/the TV told you to. Most invasive plants were deliberately planted and spread by humans because of how useful they are
<my area has kudzu<was planted here by farmers as a cover crop<fast growing, edible raw to humans<powerful nitrogen fixer that dramatically improves the soil quality wherever it grows<people lie about it eating forests<I've personally watched wild grapes kill it off<it can't take over healthy forests or compete with healthy "native" plants<it only takes over heavily human degraded environments like the sides of roads, empty lots, or crop monocultures<redditors hate it because compromised scientists tell them to No.111839
Don't just kill shit because the TV told you to, man. That makes you an NPC unpaid assassin
No.111843
>>111838I have gone a month before I'm almost sure. I was probably doing a bunch of other unhealthy stuff or not eating well or working at a nightmare facility or drinking fluoride which in my case interfered with the amazing effects which have propelled you to the celestial status of top 3 verbal intelligence user of this site and idk what else
Demon thing: Epstein is least sympathetic obviously , idk much about any of them, but none of them would be considered humane or ethical in most value systems i thought Charlie Manson was cool till I heard a interview with a chick who idk if she alleged he raped her but definitely she didn't enjoy, and it made him seem less cool, but, he wasn't treated fairly in court, I often sympathize with anyone who isn't given proper due process by cops judges etc
Haha we've started to have this vine argument before . I know what I'm doing as far as the vine being bad in this location. I could kill every single one that's here and in 5 years new ones grown from seeds currently ungerminated in the ground here would be halfway up the tallest trees. If manager properly it's a cool plant , but like kudzu etc it's a damage to most places
No.111849
>>111843>I have gone a month before I'm almost sure. I was probably doing a bunch of other unhealthy stuff or not eating well or working at a nightmare facility or drinking fluoride which in my case interfered with the amazing effectsPossible. Without a healthy lifestyle it probably takes much longer to feel the effects
>Haha we've started to have this vine argument before. I know what I'm doing as far as the vine being bad in this locationI remember a vine discussion long ago with someone here, I suspected it was you again but wasn't certain. As I recall you posted a picture of a vine choking a sapling out, which at the time I found horrifying
However since then I've personally found "native" Carolina Jessamine vines doing the exact same thing to saplings here. I had to unwind dozens of sassafras saplings that had the vines embedded a centimeter into their bark in that exact same spiral pattern. It's just something that vines do, and not a unique evil feature of an evil species
<redirected the majority of the vines to my fence or to bamboo, which is immune to them>>108900 No.112183
>>111620Yes, it does. Will you stand and fight, or lie down and die like a dog?
No.112198
>>111785no. Go ahead. But I know life is shit. It's not just MY experience.
No.112199
>>111789I'm the guy that quit porn, lol.
>>111804True, but doing porn because you have no healthy relationships is like doing drugs because you got fired at work.
>>111875Here's a thought experiment: If I wanted to go on a barely used image board and talk about how much I hate life without advancing some kind of blackpill conspiracy, how could I do it that would satisfy you?
>>112183I'm gonna fight in my own life and in the ways that I can control.
