if you're like me you like to watch this asteroid watch livestream
https://www.youtube.com/live/qiHa_L1mbigand hope and pray with all of your might that one day we'll be hit by one and the earth will fucking die
this place is a complete hellhole, we are at our core, drenched in sin, everything here either kills or dies, society is a complete farce, we are all at least in some way no matter how small, all inbred, our DNA is not what it should be, we are lesser 5 digit beings, probably the shittest around, or at the most very very fucking average, middle of the road
we are positively and absolutely CONTROLLED by fear, absolutely all of us, its pathetic
all anyone ever cares about here is how they are perceived, chasing that rise in heartrate, no matter what the cost, nobody here has the courage and patience to do anything worthwhile, nobody here wants to simply do nothing either, even meditation is an exercise
we are objectively fucking pathetic, earth NEEDS to be wiped out, we cannot spread to any other planets, we are too reptile brained, our priorities are too misdirected
the only thing that keeps me going is that every night I get to leave this place and be in the darkness inside my brain, but every morning I am back, to live on this shitty rock with people I truly despise, people that don't deserve to be here, the concept of procreation is disgusting
please god destroy us, we are pure evil, free us from this prison
