BREAK THE CHON DEATH CULT
L O V E YOURSELVES 4 C H O N N E R S
>I feel everyone hates or grows tired of me
I felt that way, too. Then I realized a lot of it was in my head, internalized from going though hell when I was younger. The rest was the fact I was surrounded by shallow gits. Shallow people and deeper people naturally do not get along in the long term.
The first step was teaching myself that people don't hate me, especially if they hardly know me. They actually are indifferent most of the time. As to the ones who "know" you and "hate" you, stop and think about how much they get right about you. If it isn't that much, then they hate their preconceived notion of you. Hating you without really knowing you marks them as shallow fools not worth your time. Forget them. Let them go be shallow elsewhere. You don't need these people in your life.
>how am I important
Part of being loved is also loving yourself and learning where you fit in with the world. Learning to love yourself can be hard when you have not been loved very much, but it's important. In the end you are the one person who can never leave you. Because of this, you need to accept yourself, see your value and importance as a person, and eventually love yourself.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.