I forgot this board and people on it existed. Like completely forgot. Today someone mentioned wizchan and I decided to check it, and then I remembered 8kun exists so I decided to check it, and then I remember this place exists and so I'm here. I think I last looked at / posted on this board like 5 years ago? I don't know. I tried reading one thread on here called "It's Over" and I liked the idea of mass eugenics and was going to participate in the discussion there by suggesting it won't really work out that great because it's not being applied where it should be (on non-white populations). Saw a couple of posters in there whose names and existence I totally forgot and I... felt the following:
I am surprised that you people have not grown as individuals at all since I last left this place. I can tell you've been going in circles for years now like you like in a time capsule and just throwing hate at each other forever. I can see also that there is some sort of mistaken idea that I still post here, at least, I think some of the weird nicknames you were using here might have been referencing me but I'm not sure.
I feel weary about this place. I get this kind of feeling I felt today when I saw a fish stuck to an intake pipe. I helped it get free and it was still alive but it was blinded in one eye and one side of it damaged a lot. It's probably dead by now. I got the fish free and told it to live, I haven't checked on it yet, but I don't have much hopes for it and I can't get too invested in trying to give the silly little fish lifeforce to regenerate... its life really doesn't mean much. What I should have done is just taken it out of the water and put it out of its misery. Well, when I check up on it next, it'll probably be dead. Even its misery isn't really that big in the scheme of things, though it didn't have to die (?) such a long and drawn out death, when I could have delivered it from its misery sooner. That said animals have a consciousness only of outside things, they do not know that they know, they do not self-reflect.
Well you guys are like that fish. You are on a lower order of consciousness and going in circles. I know the way you can be free, and I could plant that seed in your minds, but are you receptive to such? Are you ready to shed the illusion of personality for the reality of individuality? Even if you are; given the state of mPost too long. Click here to view the full text.(USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST)